1. THANKS, BUT

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I still don’t give a damn about it
No damn about it
No damn about it
I still don’t give a damn about it
No damn about it
No damn about it

Last song of the show
And I’m off the stage
I know how it’s gonna go
It’s been the same for years
I can feel them coming at me
With their bullshit plans
And their stupid tips
And their fucking hands
On my shoulders

Just give me a break
You wanna waste my time
And fake a debate
About what I should do
And how I should do it
Your chitchat gets me
Sick in the head
Go on and talk your noise
Don’t care about it
I hear your voice
Don’t care about it
I’m smiling cause
You care about shit
I’m done with
I just fly above it

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You should know better
Your input is a bummer
Got a team like Whist
Don’t need no shit adviser

Might be a hater
Grab a pen and a paper
What you know about that
Take notes, be sure that

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Hey there little boy
In the front row
You stopped listening to me
A long time ago
What you staring at?
What are you here for?
What you got in mind?
I already know

Go ahead and tell me
What you think about my songs
That you didn’t pay attention to
Tell me I sound like this
Other colored hair girl
In this other band that you know

Gimme another advice
On how I should dress
How I should move
What i should do
To be how you want me to be
Thanks for your time but
You know that

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2. BREAKING ME DOWn

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I think I’m about to take another way
You’re breaking me down
Breaking me down
And I don’t wanna waste another day
Stop breaking me down
Breaking me down

(yeah)
Always following your lead
And lost a part of me I need
We are family
And this road is for you and me

But I will get things done on my own

Take time even after so long

Hear me like this song that we know

Don’t you see that
This life can’t carry on

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(ooh)
I was following your lead

It was chemical between you and me

You know I finally found a way

Now I can take care of myself alone

I was feeling low

Fucking with myself cause you

Were suffocating me but

Now I can breathe on my own

You spent a lot of time within my head

Got you fired go away

Don’t want to waste another day

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It’s time that you set your life away

From your home (from your home)
Despite what you said you gotta stay
On your own (on your own)

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It’s time that you set your life away
(I think I’m about to take another way)
From your home
(You’re breaking me down
Breaking me down)
Despite what you said you gotta stay
(And I don’t want to waste another day)
On your own
(Breaking me down
Breaking me down)

3. KILL THE LETHARGY

What about my life
Searching for the quiet
Wandering in the middle of a crowd
Drag myself to the bar
Not as drunk as they are
It’s time for me to get another round
What a good night to get high oh
I hope that I’ll find what I’m here for
I know it’s gonna strike
But I put it all aside
I forget about it all tonight

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It’s been nothing but a blur
Can’t stand here all alone
I can’t resist
I need someone to ride with me
It’s been nothing but a blur
We’ll dance all night till dawn
I need someone to ride with me

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(And I feel like)
It’s been fine
Staying in my lane all day
(That’s just how it goes)
If you don’t try
You’ll never hurt yourself
(But that’s enough)
I won’t stay there
Need to shake away
All the daze in me
Kill the lethargy

I’m back at it again
Trying to make my brain
Forget about the things
That I hate oh
Can’t find another way
Just another day
Ending up getting drunk
On the way home
Now I’m up at the club
With your lips on mine
Girl I love the way
That you’re moving right there
You feel so alive
I need a real escape now

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4. THROUGH YOUR EYES

Hold on
Something’s strange this morning

Cause I’m feeling way safer on my own

Hold on

I think people are listening to me now

Am I on the right side of this story

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I feel like this time
I’ve got a word in this
And that can make yourself feel
Weaker than before
This is the first time
You get what it’s like for me

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I don’t wanna
Live like this no more
Now that I have
Seen the other shore
If you knew you
Would have closed this door
Cause now you cry for
Walking on this floor

Woke up now I’m feeling strange
Belly’s hurting like it’s on fire
Another day trying to make a rent
What the hell happened
Where’s my money at?
Eyes on me
Walking outside
But I can’t feel
Safe anymore
Just let me be
Cause all this weight on my shoulders
Gonna make me crazy

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Standing on another ground
I’m done
Feels like I’m another kind
So done
I don’t wanna turn around
(I know that you never realized)
No more
And I admit that I was blind
(All the small things keeping us apart)
Now that I’ve watched it
Through your eyes

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5. BRIGHTER

Can we go back time
When we were just kids right

Why did I waste so much time

Dreaming about when I will be alright

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Growing up impatient

I’ve always been in a rush

Turning my youth into dust

It’s not the same as I wanted

In just a blink of an eye

This life was passing me by

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So I can’t wait
I can’t wait

I’m just a kid and I know

It’s gonna get a lot brighter as I go

I can’t wait
I can’t wait

To get rid of the ghosts

It’s gonna get a lot brighter

Hopped in the line and lost the flame

Of the child inside me

And I kinda miss that perfect world

So tell me where it went

I don’t wanna waste my life away

But I’m
Falling apart along the way

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6. OUT OF PLACE

I..

Never know where to sit

Cause I

Never know where I’ll be

I’m letting everyone down

Tonight it seems I don’t have

The mind to it

Can’t hear a thing that you say

Tonight it seems I don’t have

The mind to it

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So I get to a safe place

In my headspace

Don’t try to take me
Back to nonsense

I like to watch it
From a distance

Free from the load

Of my own existence
(So I go)

So I get to a safe place

In my headspace
(Far away)

Don’t try to take me

Back to nonsense
(In my head)

I like to watch it
From a distance

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And no matter what I do

I keep feeling out of place

So I fly away sometimes

Gotta fly away sometimes

When my world is turning blue

I find peace in my own space

So I fly away sometimes

Gotta fly away sometimes

Bury all my burdens

Let them fade away for a while

Cause I wanna feel a bit lighter

(So I fly away sometimes)

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(And no matter what I do
So I fly away sometimes)

Head back

Staring at the ceiling
I don’t feel right

This path I take
So intricate

Yeah I keep going
One step forward

Two steps back

Cause so far
Everything seems so far
Hanging on that sofa

Still supine
How do I look so fine?

(It’s just a face)

Once upon a time

Yeah this story’s not mine

Yeah it’s boring I ain’t lyin’

Yeah I’d rather get things done

Yet it has been a while since I tried now

Back on the ground
Did I miss a chapter?
Spinning around
Don’t know what I’m after
Can only feel fine
When I’m in my zone

Yeah I’m on a ride
Into the unknown

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7. BY MY SIDE

I came to you through the snow
And found a warmth I’ve never known
Seasons passed and here we are
Keeping on with many scars

Recall the last time we felt free
Sea as far as the eyes can see
This tattoo on your forearm feels
Like it’s been an eternity

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Ever since I’ve got you there
By my side every night and day
When it gets darker I don’t care

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Cause when I’ve lost the light
And there’s no hope in sight
I know that you’ll rescue me
That you’ll set me free

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On this long and winding road
You gave me shelter gave me hope
We built a home for this two souls
Together feeling as whole
When life is hard you’re by my side
I find my answers in your eyes
Hold my hand and hold it tight
Everything will be alright

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8. RUNNING OUT OF TIME

Got out and freaked out

Why don’t we try harder

We stand up, don’t give up

We gotta find a way out

No matter what we do
We should not let it die

So stay up all night
And never let it go

Don’t keep your eyes shut now

Watch the picture

See the void as it tries to pull us down

You gotta face it

It’s all around you

Don’t act like you don’t mind
Don’t lie to

Yourself and everyone
You knew it all along
Got out and freaked out

Seems like we’re dead and gone

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I’m scared to death
Where’d hell do we go

I don’t hold out much hope
Gonna let it go

I’m so afraid
The short time we’ve got

Can we get a way out?

I don’t wanna give up

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I watch from afar
The world as it turns to dust

The tears that I dropped
Were far from being enough

Bet you won’t try to
Find another way

You know you have to show them

That you care but not today

For now you feel alright
Feel alright

Up in your castle it’s all bright
It’s all bright

But if the tables turned
You’d see the mess you put us in

Poverty spreads
But the rich are thriving

Climate changes
But we’re still pretending

Yeah it’s not about living our lives

It’s about surviving

Running out of time

But you don’t look up
Don’t read the signs

I wonder how
You find sleep at night

With all the blood
You got on your hands

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Sitting on the yellow burned grass

I’m looking at the great red skies

Don’t know how much time has passed

I’m asking myself questions like

Where do we come from?

Where do we go? How do we stop?

What is this pain that I feel inside
Every time I look at the clock?

Why do I feel so lost
Every morning when I get out of bed?

Is there any hope?
Is there any point at all?
I don’t understand why
Every minute
Every second we lie
To our own fucking face
We’re at war
Against our own fucking selves

We’re at war

Running out of time

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9. TRYING TO COPE

I’ll spend ages on these lyrics

26 I’m only starting

Guess I always seek perfection

All I’ll find is my own depression

I’m so pessimistic
It’s not realistic

Sometimes it makes me sick

But after all these years I’m still around

Lights on me

Gotta entertain that’s on me

I like the way it feels
(ecstasy)

Yeah I could stay up the stage
(endlessly)

That’s what make me keep going

Keep going like we’re meant to
Get into the big zone

Sometimes I get real down
Yeah look at what we did so far
Windblown

I spend so much time in this

Depressing thoughts in the evening

I wanna succeed, wanna make it

How can I be sure it’ll be worth it

Can’t get myself to try sometimes

I lie to myself I procrastinate

Anxiety got me abdicate

Lying on my couch
Waiting for the fame to
Pop up on a silver plate

Gotta finish all the work

Otherwise I can’t feel good about myself

But I’m burning everything I wrote

Page after page, it’s absolute nonsense

Never good enough
Never really worth the time that I spent
The words in my mind
Coming out of my pen

They’re turning to dust
When I read ’em again
And there’s

So much left to do
But now I’m stuck on the details

Tried this puzzle so many times

That I fucked up the pieces

Life goes by and I don’t wanna miss it

Yeah I hope I don’t erase these lyrics

And after the struggles
And after the doubts

Will we ever see the end?

Sometimes we lost ourselves but

This is what we’re meant to

This is what we’re meant to be

Yeah after the ups
And after the downs

Yeah after all these years
We’re still around

Now look at me
27 still right here

Life keeps moving without me

Sometimes it feels like

Spending so much time for nothing

What the fuck is the point of this?

Why are we still persisting yeah

So boring

I spent ages on these lyrics

28 It’s far from finished

Guess I Always sought perfection
All I found is my own depression

I’m so pessimistic
It’s not realistic
Sometimes it makes me sick
But after all these years
I’m still around

10. BUT SINKING DEEPER

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Writing this after all these years

Are we done, we done, we done?

I’m never getting over these fears

On the edge of breaking down

It’s getting so hard

to hold these tears

The last breath before I drown

Are we done, we done, we done?

Are we done, we done, we done?

Are we done yet?
I don’t wanna see the sun set
And a new night
With a new lack of sleep and I get
Heavier thoughts every time
Pushing around all the mess in my head
So I need to write to figure me out
But I’m afraid to do it

Hello, hello
This is a letter to you"
I want you to get it
But my mind is too full I can’t bear it
And I
Poured more tears than ink on a paper
Trying to cope but sinking deeper
Every word I sing is bitter

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11. I HATE THIS SONG

Thought I was

Hypercritical and lazy

At the same time

Turned out I only

Wear out my mind

Over things I’m doing

Self-conscious about

Stuff I’m writing

I hate this song

I can do better

Rewrite it all

I’ll do it later

I don’t need a therapy

I need a new brain

I don’t know what’s wrong with me

I’m going insane

Wrote two albums

I could not finish

These are the only tracks

I could come up with

Thanks to my friends that

Helped me pull myself together

At least I’m proud

This time it’s over

Wait

Still hate this song

I can do better

Rewrite it all

I’ll do it later

I swear

12. RED LIGHT

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One day you’ll get that

You’re way off the mark

Get both your feet back

You’re going too far

Beware of the fall

Straight into the wall

Always think you light up

The world but shut it down now

Honey I’m lights away from
All this shit you like

If you wanna play this
Little game I might

Turn my back at you and try
To avoid this fucking fight

Can’t you get that I’m above that

But I’m not above you right?

Red light

Fuel on the ground

Matches in your hands

And you wave ‘em around

Picture the flames

They surround you

Seems like the threat

Is in everyone

That fire

It’s all in your mind

I’m not your problem

You’re the real one

The smoke you crave

It’s about to

Fuck with your head

Gotta get through

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Pour it in, pour it in

Your ego’s filling up like I pour this gin

I’m living my life I do my thing

Am I all about you?
Yeah you’re wondering
But stop right there

Wait on the line

This shit’s never gonna
Get you anywhere

So pack up your pride

Like damn

See what you do?

Turning insane

When you don’t have a clue

What’s in your brain

Is a blaze who

Burns down in flames

Everything around you

That fire

It’s over and done

If I’m your problem

Then the real won

And you’re the one losing

You set it off

And you need to stop it

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13. FEEL IT’S REAL

Swallow my pills

The headache is real

I believe what I fear

Cause that’s the way I

Spend my days trying

to keep the best of me

She eats my brain
Making a monster out of me

Set me free
Take my head and make it bleed

Rescue me
This shit’s taking over me

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This is a war I’m fighting everyday

This is a battle that’s driving me crazy

I’m losing my mind

Feel it in my veins

Though the pain remains

And it’s killing me

Getting only

Anxiety

I’m beginning to fear

Just what I feel, these

Guts in me
Shaking and pulling tight in me

Knots in me
Swarming, scratching, biting me

I won’t tell
I’ll pretend and walk away

Say I’m well
But inside I’m not okay

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Feel this weight
I’m all alone

I spend all of my nights
Just staring at the wall

Am I a waste of space?

I feel like I’m insane

I guess I’m scared of what I am

Please take the pain away

Feels like I’m always wasting my time

I can’t cope with all of the shit

I got on my mind

Lost my focus, Lost my motive

Down at my lowest

Loneliness got me hopeless

Oh will I ever
Get to see the dawn

There’s only darkness
When you feel alone

And this is like
I’m not enough to make it bright

Open my eyes

Yeah I just wanna feel alright

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Feel this weight, I’m all alone

I can’t spend another day

Fighting with my shadows

All over again

Feel this weight, I’m all alone

But I can’t live another way

Gotta make it stop

Before it kills me

Feel it’s real
Feel it’s real

Even when it’s not around
I feel it still

It’s been messing with my head

I got nowhere to hide
It’s gonna find me anyway

(It’s all around I)

I feel it’s real
Feel it’s real

Even when it’s not around
I feel it still

It’s been messing with my head

I got nowhere to hide

It’s gonna find me anyway

It’s all around

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14. RING RING

And it goes ring ring 

You should’ve woken up way before

This thing is not a game

That you’re a part of

You’re the victim

How do you race against the needle?

You better run you’re in the middle

Of a never ending marathon

Can you keep up the pace?

The fall is lethal

Tikidi tikidi tok

No break never stop

Complains never work

Can’t play with the clock

You gotta fail, what the fuck?

You’re turning around and

Around and around
In circles like time does
But it’s moving forward
And you don’t

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Never knew how much

The Time is flying, Time is flying

Wasn’t ready

To face the world
As i’m getting older

Now I can hear
The clock ticking louder

Everyday just to remember the

Time is flying, Time is flying

I’m not ready

And I’m so scared
I’ll be left alone

The day will come
when you’ll go away

And then you’ll probably
Fade away cause
Time is flying, Time is flying

Never ready

And I will never ever be okay

Back pain

Getting older

Fast train

Buckle up

Cause time’s waiting for

None of us

And I think I’m not

Ready to feel that clock

Ticking above my head

Stuck to the things I’ve lost

I’d better go round instead

I don’t wanna get irrelevant

29 and I still play

Guitar in a band

As I see my friends
Way ahead in adult shit

Makes me feel like a misfit

Yeah I know that I’m not

Ready to feel that clock

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15. UNDER WATER

Until I find a way out

How can I keep carrying on?

I spend my life wandering out

I’ve got no strength to hold on

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Can’t see a future right now

With my head under water

Will I make it tomorrow?

Is there an end for it all?

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I’m lost in this world

Will I find a way

I’m locked in this soul

That never been home

Until I find a way out

How can I keep carrying on?

I spend my life wandering out

I’ve got no strength to hold on

Can’t see a future right now

With my head under water

Will I make it tomorrow?

Is there an end for it all?

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Stop believing
I can’t keep it in
I can force a smile

But I’m dead inside

16. KISS GOODBYE

I was wondering if after all this time

You would look into my eye

Like you did when you were mine

Would you think that
There could be another way

Or would you dump me all again

Like I was one of your mistakes

Guess it’s funny how

I couldn’t sleep last night

Remembering the fact

We never kissed goodbye

All of these questions

Floating through my mind

Could I look into these eyes

And tell you you were right

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Cause it’s just the way it is

(Just the way)

We couldn’t make it last forever

Just the way it is
(Just the way)

Stuck by the time we spent together

We wrote our story here

On your bathroom mirror

But the stain will fade in my heart

Just the way it is (Just the way)

Just the way it is (Just the way)

I remember the late nights

Remember the way

We kissed for the first time

It’s stuck in my head

All the things that I told ya

The things that we shared

If I put this on rewind

Will it be the same?

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You and I were
Bleeding
Aching
Trying to fix it but
Failing
Hurting
Crying
I think we deserved a
Better ending

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We wrote our story here,
on your bathroom mirror
But the stain will fade in my heart
Just the way it is (Just the way)
Just the way it is (Just the way)